Finally, I'm able to face the truth.
You don't need me anymore.
You don't even have any single feeling on me.
All the joy, care, happiness, sweet memories that I 've ever received from you is just my imagination.
Maybe I wish you to like me from the deep of my heart but actually you didn't.
I admit that I'm stupid enough to belive in every single words that you say.
I thought I really mean something to you,
I thought I really a person that understand you well,
I thought I really are the person that important to you,
I thought you will need me.
But it's only what i've thought.
I'm too serious in this game so I screw up.
And now I really have no idea in fixing it.
I guess it's time to stop expecting anything from you.
I have to live in my own way.
Playing, joking, hang out, do whatever I like and let the memory get out from my mind.
I'm not able to waiting for someone that doesn't care about me.
Sorry to say that I've finally reach my limit.
I'm fucking tired in playing this game because I'm the only player who played it.
Actually I've lost counted on how long I've been waiting for nothing but i know it's long enough for me and now i've already get the result.
I will let my life go on by switching off the feeling that I fall for you.
Let you go mean I'm saving myself from suffering.
It may cannot be heal in a short time but now it feel better.
Better than crying in the midnight and smiling like nothing happen in the next morning.
Goodbye my love.